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I'm just a HUMAN...
Human make MISTAKES...
All I can say is how SORRY I am for what I did to you..
If I have the power to UNDO everything, I WOULD..
But, I CAN'T.....
You never know how GUILTY I feel and sometimes I can't imagine living my life with this feeling everyday...
It's KILLING me...
I know you're gonna find out sooner or later..
I just don't have a GUT to tell you honestly...
I guess that makes me a COWARD...
I hope you will forgive me and I won't STOP you from HATING me because I DESERVE it and I really mean it..

Just a random stupid facts...

Totally bored just now.. So I browsed on some sites of whatever comes to mind and I've found this funny websites that says something about stupid random facts.. It says that these facts are just stupid but you still wanna know about it.. haha, well.. I have to agree on that one coz my curiosity kills me sometimes.. So, here it goes:

1. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 yrs. [There will be less smokers if this fact is true..]

2. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. [ That's because America has the largest 'obessed' population.. that explains why their toilet can't hold their weight.. haha]

3. Most of us have eaten a spider in our sleep.

4. On average, 100 people choke to death on ballpoint pens every year. [I wonder why they put it in their mouth..?]

5. It is physically impossible for a pig to look up into the sky. [hahaha, and their orgasm lasts for 30 minutes.. anybody wants to be a PIG..??]

6.Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin. [yuuuuuckkk...~~~]

7. Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.[There will be an increase of retard populations in the world as a result of the bangings..]

8. The hammer throw is illegal as a high school sport in all states except Rhode Island. [How I wish it is LEGAL here so that I can throw it to that Miss Piggy..!!!]

9. There are more telephones than people in Washington DC..[.. and also in my country.. most people have an average of 3 cellphones for a single user..]

10. Melting an ice cube in your mouth burns 3 calories.

It's all about ART......

I can't describe how much I love art.. For me art is the deepest description of someone's feelings, emotions and also interests. Anyway, since this post is all about art, I wanna share my interests with you guys. I admit that I CAN paint/draw/sketch but I'm still SUCKS at it.. TEHEEE~~~~~~ you wanna see the suckiness of my ART WORK?.. There you go:

~ This is one of my assignment during my 5th semester in college. SUCKS right? hahaha, told ya.. I'm an amateur...[color material: acrylic]



~ Another assignment for my art class.. And it has no title. I think I'm gonna name it 'A piece of SHIT'... [Color material: acrylic]



~ This one I made back when I think the WORLD REBELS AGAINST ME.. Oh, my... what a sucky piece of shit...[color material: colour papers for the collage around the painting and acrylic colors: the cheap one]



~ This one I made back when somebody ask me to draw a batik design for her and this is what really came out from my SMALL BRAIN... [color material: colour pencils and black permanent marker pen..]



~ My lecturer asked to choose a painting from any artists around the world and imitate the drawing and I choose this guy EDVARD MUNCH.. Sorry dude I ruined your masterpiece.. I think I'm gonna rename it 'The Masterpiece of S -H-I-T'... [Color material: poster colour]

- FIN-

A true confession about ........

Everybody have secrets and I'm pretty sure about it.. It might be good or bad kinda secret.. What I'm saying is there are moments that you hate somebody that it might actually triggers your killer instincts but you can;t let it out due to circumstances.. Well, I admit that I've been through that moment and honestly, sometimes I think I'm a retard.. Haha, sounds crazy arr... Anyway, straight to the point, I have a confession to make...

Honestly, I H-A-T-E my dad.. I know I don't have the right to hate him but I can't help it.. He makes my 'already broken' family turns to ashes... He broke my mom's heart. He lie all the time that makes me lost respect towards him.. All these years, we've been pretending to be a happy family and I'm not sure that I can do it anymore.. Rumors by rumours, stories by stories smacking our ears and it is so fuckin' HURT.... and we feel so ASHAMED to call him our dad... I really hope that he's awaken by his own mistakes and feelin' regret in all his FAKE life... I really hope that his mistakes will haunt him down.. We're better off without him... Thanks for your fake concern, thanks for your fake LOVE and thanks for hurting us all these years..

-I know hating him makes me a huge sinner but WHAT THE HECK~~~ he made me do it-

Try to read these tongue twisters~~~ hahahaha, maaan~~~ I'm goin' insane...

Before you begin, let's make a lil' preparation here... Make sure you bring along your handkerchief coz you're about to drown your laptop with your filthy saliva.. nyahahaha~~

Here we go:~

1.

A quick witted cricket critic.

2.
Can you can a can as a canner can can a can?


3.
I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won't wish the wish you wish to wish.

4.
Luke's duck likes lakes. Luke Luck licks lakes. Luke's duck licks lakes. Duck takes licks in lakes Luke Luck likes. Luke Luck takes licks in lakes duck likes.

5.
How much wood could Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck, if Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood? If Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood, how much wood could and would Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck? Chuck Woods' woodchuck would chuck, he would, as much as he could, and chuck as much wood as any woodchuck would, if a woodchuck could and would chuck wood.

6.
Betty Botter bought some butter but, said she, the butter's bitter.
If I put it in my batter, it will make my batter bitter.
But a bit of better butter will make my bitter batter better.
So she bought some better butter, better than the bitter butter,
put it in her bitter batter, made her bitter batter better.
So 'twas better Betty Botter bought some better butter.

7.
How much sh*t can a sh*t slinger sling
If a sh*t slinger could sling sh*t?
He'd sling as much sh*t as a sh*t slinger could
If a sh*t slinger could sling sh*t!


8.

I thought a thought.
But the thought I thought wasn't the thought I thought I thought.
If the thought I thought I thought had been the thought I thought,
I wouldn't have thought so much.

9.
Federal Express is now called FedEx.
When I retire I'll be a FedEx ex.
But if I'm an officer when I retire, I'll be an ex Fedex Exec.
Then after a divorce, my ex-wife will be an ex FedEx exec's ex.
If I rejoin FedEx in time, I'd be an ex ex FedEx exec.
When we remarry, my wife will be an ex ex FedEx exec's ex.


10.
Six stick shifts stuck shut.

Wish list~~

If I were given a chance to be reborn again, I would:

1. Apologize to my late grandad for all of my wrongdoings.

2. Change the way my life is right now.

3. Not repeating the same mistake I have made.






4. Change my carrier [It's not that I hate my current job, I'm not satisfy with it..]






5. Never break any of my promises I have made for myself.

I've made so many mistakes in life that made myself look bad. I feel like retreating from everything....