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I just wanna share this to the reader...

2010-07-26T07:59:00.000-07:00

whatever we have is not really ours. It belongs to Allaah.

*Take a look around you; everything you see, all that you have and all that there is….in you, on you, around you….belongs to Allaah, alone.
It is Allah Who has given you all the property and goods you possess, and that He is the true Owner of them all.

So the cars that you own, the houses that you live in, the businesses you possess all truly belong to Allaah

The kids that He blessed you with, the health that He gave you, the time that He has allowed you are all Allah's property.
Even the bodies we live in and the life that we have belongs to Allaah alone.

*"And to Allah belongs the inheritance of the heavens and the earth…." (Surah Aal-Imraan:180)

"The kingdom of the heavens and the earth and everything in them belongs to Allah. He has power over all things." ( Surat al-Ma'ida: 120)

'Say: 'To Allah belongs the East and the West…' (Surah al-Baqarah:142)

*Now, since everything belongs to Allaah, then we have to include even our souls in that list..

The very souls that we think of as our "self"; our "nafs"; our "being" -- whatever you want to call it -- that very thing that distinguishes you from the rest of the world, belongs to Allaah. It's not YOURS.

*

In fact, YOU are not YOURS.
You belong to Allaah.

Holidaayyy~~~

2010-06-03T02:15:00.000-07:00

Yehaaa~~ the D-DAYS begin today.... Teachers and students are all excited and that includes me...

I gotta find at least a thing to do for the holiday... No, 'a' thing won't be enough for 17 days.. hmm~~ I hope I won't be rotten in this 2 and a half weeks holiday..

Whatever it is, TEACHERS, have fun...!!! We've been through hectic weeks, never ending pressures along the months yet we've managed to deal with everything... So, may these 17 days worth all the efforts...

*May force be with you in this term holiday*

2010-04-24T11:08:00.000-07:00

I wonder why people can be so hypocrite...

The Worse Day, not to mention The Worse Week ever..

2010-04-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

Today, I've met a psycho, rude not to mention stupid parent ever... She summoned me this morning with a pair of soooo inappropriate clothes to wear around my workplace.... I greeted her 'assalamualaikum' [as what most muslims would do] politely instead of replying, she just snapped at me asking whether I ever punished her 'bastard' child... Of course I did but I did it for reasons... Errgh~~ dahlaa nda pandai, daydreamer and a cheater.. Berani ya complain to her mother I punished her, c'mon~~~ most teachers would do the same thing... Baru aku ngajar, balum lagi malaikat mengajar...!! I told her anaknya kuat angan - angan, meniru, inda pandai membaca... And she is soooooooo friggin' stupid, she asked me balek angan - angan cemana.... Banyak jenis kah angan - angan ani..????? Setau ku, that is what it is, angan - angan.... And the mother ani pun 1 jua... She knew her child has this behavior problem [which is reluctant to go to school] since preschool but she never act anything about it...not until today... Mentang - mentang aku cemani, pikirnya aku inda berani kali melawan... So, ya kasar, I replied her kasar lah jua... Thank GOD, I managed to hold my temper... If aku nda tepikir kan my reputation as a teacher, it'll be her worse day ever.. What's her point telling me ya pemanas, pemarah..?? What..? Does that meant to scare me...? D'uh~~ Then the psycho thing she said to me, '...jangan pulang kita salah hati, inda pulang ku marah kita mendenda anak ku.. Namanya untuk pandai...' Ain't that a psycho...? One minute, she marah me about punishing her child, the next minute inda tia marah.. Buduh... buduh~~ And she said she has to 'bribe' her child just to go to school.. She said duit belanja $2 - $3 everyday, minta atu minta ani dibalikan.. D'uhh~ that ain't my problem.. Cubatah betanya bisai - bisai... Patut tah anaknya kurang ajar, mamanya pun cematu.. Like mother, like daughther...

And people~~ bribing ur child to go to school is NOT a good parenting.. At least, go on and pujuk her psychologically.. Bukan bribing pakai barang or money.. That is what we called SPOILED..!!!!! She even threaten me to stop her child's education if this thing keeps on happening... GO AHEAD~~ I even welcome her to do so... Inda nyusahkan teachers di Brunei ani mengajar anaknya... Seriously, starting from today, I won't give a damn about the kid no more.. Ya pandai, inda pandai, buat her task kah inda.. I don't care... Kacau saja my teaching performance because of her..

Million thanks to ALLAH, my parent teach me to think wisely and not to become the person like that woman in the future... And I'll make sure I'll educate my children not to be like that bastard child.. Errgh~~ It still got into me......

After I cool off, then straight away, I lecture the rest of my pupils.. Pebaik masih damit, better ajar awal - awal before its too late, right...?

....and that is cracking the whole of me.....

2010-04-10T20:51:00.000-07:00

You're still treat me unfairly. You said you won't do it again but still. You act like nothing happen. Stop saying you love me, you care about me, you missed me or whatever the crap is coz I don't wanna hear it.

Yea, and now I know everything about you, your love, your care, your tears are just a PLAIN LIE...!!!! is it hard to be honest...? And I realize I can easily be forgotten over things.

Maybe I'll just back off and get out from your precious life. With or without me, it doesn't make any different to you....

The Return.....~~~~

2010-04-10T02:40:00.000-07:00

Holaa, wow~~ it's been ages I didn't update anything... I've got truckloads here to share and damn.... I don't know where to begin.

So, yeah, it's 2010... I know, I know... We're already in the fourth month of 2010. Time really flies by.... This year, my carrier life is a bit D-U-L-L and not to mention e-x-h-a-u-s-t-i-n-g.. Workshops here and there, piles of paperwork and exercises, extra curricular activities, events and so much more.. It's really crazy.. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand my health is pretty unstable lately due to lack of sleep and unmanageable sleeping hours.. Huh~~~ I really missed studying now....

Anyway, the 'Cat' is still around and need to be tamed at ALL TIME... The 'Kittens' by the way, especially 'Blackey' are trying to get on top, stepping on the heads of the poor people who do all the work but never been appreciated... She is not more than an angel with a dirty face... I can't believe I have to face her in 2 major events... One down another to go..

The 'Cat' on the other hand, Uh...~ I don't know how to explain.. I guess due to aging factors, she is like a robot that need to reprogram... She's nagging about the same thing every moment, pushing us like we have all the time in world, acting like she have all the power to rule the world... She is a DICTATOR...!!!!!! Arrrrgh....~

....Untitled....

2009-12-04T00:15:00.000-08:00

I'm just a HUMAN...
Human make MISTAKES...
All I can say is how SORRY I am for what I did to you..
If I have the power to UNDO everything, I WOULD..
But, I CAN'T.....
You never know how GUILTY I feel and sometimes I can't imagine living my life with this feeling everyday...
It's KILLING me...
I know you're gonna find out sooner or later..
I just don't have a GUT to tell you honestly...
I guess that makes me a COWARD...
I hope you will forgive me and I won't STOP you from HATING me because I DESERVE it and I really mean it..

Just a random stupid facts...

2009-11-25T03:25:00.000-08:00

Totally bored just now.. So I browsed on some sites of whatever comes to mind and I've found this funny websites that says something about stupid random facts.. It says that these facts are just stupid but you still wanna know about it.. haha, well.. I have to agree on that one coz my curiosity kills me sometimes.. So, here it goes:

1. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 yrs. [There will be less smokers if this fact is true..]

2. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. [ That's because America has the largest 'obessed' population.. that explains why their toilet can't hold their weight.. haha]

3. Most of us have eaten a spider in our sleep.

4. On average, 100 people choke to death on ballpoint pens every year. [I wonder why they put it in their mouth..?]

5. It is physically impossible for a pig to look up into the sky. [hahaha, and their orgasm lasts for 30 minutes.. anybody wants to be a PIG..??]

6.Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin. [yuuuuuckkk...~~~]

7. Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.[There will be an increase of retard populations in the world as a result of the bangings..]

8. The hammer throw is illegal as a high school sport in all states except Rhode Island. [How I wish it is LEGAL here so that I can throw it to that Miss Piggy..!!!]

9. There are more telephones than people in Washington DC..[.. and also in my country.. most people have an average of 3 cellphones for a single user..]

10. Melting an ice cube in your mouth burns 3 calories.

It's all about ART......

2009-04-30T17:48:00.000-07:00

I can't describe how much I love art.. For me art is the deepest description of someone's feelings, emotions and also interests. Anyway, since this post is all about art, I wanna share my interests with you guys. I admit that I CAN paint/draw/sketch but I'm still SUCKS at it.. TEHEEE~~~~~~ you wanna see the suckiness of my ART WORK?.. There you go:

~ This is one of my assignment during my 5th semester in college. SUCKS right? hahaha, told ya.. I'm an amateur...[color material: acrylic]

~ Another assignment for my art class.. And it has no title. I think I'm gonna name it 'A piece of SHIT'... [Color material: acrylic]

~ This one I made back when I think the WORLD REBELS AGAINST ME.. Oh, my... what a sucky piece of shit...[color material: colour papers for the collage around the painting and acrylic colors: the cheap one]

~ This one I made back when somebody ask me to draw a batik design for her and this is what really came out from my SMALL BRAIN... [color material: colour pencils and black permanent marker pen..]

~ My lecturer asked to choose a painting from any artists around the world and imitate the drawing and I choose this guy EDVARD MUNCH.. Sorry dude I ruined your masterpiece.. I think I'm gonna rename it 'The Masterpiece of S -H-I-T'... [Color material: poster colour]

- FIN-

A true confession about ........

2009-04-27T23:44:00.000-07:00

Everybody have secrets and I'm pretty sure about it.. It might be good or bad kinda secret.. What I'm saying is there are moments that you hate somebody that it might actually triggers your killer instincts but you can;t let it out due to circumstances.. Well, I admit that I've been through that moment and honestly, sometimes I think I'm a retard.. Haha, sounds crazy arr... Anyway, straight to the point, I have a confession to make...

Honestly, I H-A-T-E my dad.. I know I don't have the right to hate him but I can't help it.. He makes my 'already broken' family turns to ashes... He broke my mom's heart. He lie all the time that makes me lost respect towards him.. All these years, we've been pretending to be a happy family and I'm not sure that I can do it anymore.. Rumors by rumours, stories by stories smacking our ears and it is so fuckin' HURT.... and we feel so ASHAMED to call him our dad... I really hope that he's awaken by his own mistakes and feelin' regret in all his FAKE life... I really hope that his mistakes will haunt him down.. We're better off without him... Thanks for your fake concern, thanks for your fake LOVE and thanks for hurting us all these years..

-I know hating him makes me a huge sinner but WHAT THE HECK~~~ he made me do it-

Try to read these tongue twisters~ hahahaha, maaan~ I'm goin' insane...

2009-04-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

Before you begin, let's make a lil' preparation here... Make sure you bring along your handkerchief coz you're about to drown your laptop with your filthy saliva.. nyahahaha~~

Here we go:~

A quick witted cricket critic.

2.
Can you can a can as a canner can can a can?

3.
I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won't wish the wish you wish to wish.

4.
Luke's duck likes lakes. Luke Luck licks lakes. Luke's duck licks lakes. Duck takes licks in lakes Luke Luck likes. Luke Luck takes licks in lakes duck likes.

5.
How much wood could Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck, if Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood? If Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood, how much wood could and would Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck? Chuck Woods' woodchuck would chuck, he would, as much as he could, and chuck as much wood as any woodchuck would, if a woodchuck could and would chuck wood.

6.
Betty Botter bought some butter but, said she, the butter's bitter.
If I put it in my batter, it will make my batter bitter.
But a bit of better butter will make my bitter batter better.
So she bought some better butter, better than the bitter butter,
put it in her bitter batter, made her bitter batter better.
So 'twas better Betty Botter bought some better butter.

7.
How much sh*t can a sh*t slinger sling
If a sh*t slinger could sling sh*t?
He'd sling as much sh*t as a sh*t slinger could
If a sh*t slinger could sling sh*t!

8.

I thought a thought.
But the thought I thought wasn't the thought I thought I thought.
If the thought I thought I thought had been the thought I thought,
I wouldn't have thought so much.

9.
Federal Express is now called FedEx.
When I retire I'll be a FedEx ex.
But if I'm an officer when I retire, I'll be an ex Fedex Exec.
Then after a divorce, my ex-wife will be an ex FedEx exec's ex.
If I rejoin FedEx in time, I'd be an ex ex FedEx exec.
When we remarry, my wife will be an ex ex FedEx exec's ex.

10.
Six stick shifts stuck shut.

Wish list~~

2009-02-19T06:14:00.000-08:00

If I were given a chance to be reborn again, I would:

1. Apologize to my late grandad for all of my wrongdoings.

2. Change the way my life is right now.

Not repeating the same mistake I have made.

Change my carrier [It's not that I hate my current job, I'm not satisfy with it..]

Never break any of my promises I have made for myself.

I've made so many mistakes in life that made myself look bad. I feel like retreating from everything....

Flushh~

2008-11-29T01:00:00.000-08:00

Barf! Look at my face I'm all sucked up I think I'll sleep all day I get the spins when my eyes are shut I hate feeling this way Flush! All the puke I'm throwing up! in the toilet this sucks! not a part of growing up! only spoils something I'm not nothing I cant let myself decay how did I get into my bed? I dont remember anything How did I get this bump on my head? it could have come from anything. Flush! All the puke I'm throwing up! in the toilet this sucks! not apart of growing up! only spoils it Life is too boring same old story get drunk throw up sleep alll day i am something I'm not nothing I cant let myself decay tell me no gossip I dont wanna know Jimmy got caught smelling like beer by his mom and his dad He's grounded for a year Lisa got popped she got a DUI she cussed out the cops she's lucky she's alive Tell me no gossip I dont wanna know Pedro got jumped He's always starting fights evry time he gets drunk it happens all the time Reggie OD'd from slammin heroin He's not a dope fiend he was trying to fit in Take me away please oh know life blows Flush! All the puke I'm throwing up! in the toilet this sucks! not a part of growing up! only spoils it Flush! All the puke I'm throwing up! only spoils it Life is boring same old story get drunk throw up sleep all day I am something I'm not nothing I can't let myself decay come on, get up, let's change!

Try 2 read this....~

2008-10-28T19:53:00.001-07:00

Hehehehe.... This reading exercise is to show how well do you read...!

Let's start:~~~~~>

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Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe can.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.

The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at

Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a

wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be

in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed

it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey

lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas

tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

The Unforgettable Night...

2008-10-27T18:13:00.000-07:00

13.10.2008, 11.30pm was a painful memory for my family.. We lost our most important person in my family.. Someone that we care and love so much... My beloved late grandfather...

May Allah bless his soul, Amin~

Aidilfitri

2008-10-07T11:12:00.000-07:00

We're still celebrating Hari Raya right now.. And wanna know a secret..? I've only went raya-ing to 1 house with my family so far... Anyway, the reason why I am writing this blog is not because of how many houses I've went to or anything about my Aidilfitri celebration...

I wanna interpret the meaning of Hari Raya Aidilfitri to people to you.. Hahaha, stop reading if you don't get what I mean.. So, here we go:

The meaning of Hari Raya to people:

1. New clothes

2. New Shoes

3. New furnitures

4. New 'blings'..

5. New haircut/ hairstyles for the layydeeesssss, hahaha...

6. Wasting money..

7. Green packet..

8. A month of forgiving/ for apologizing ..

9. A month of open house invitations..

10. A month of too much gassy drinks and fatty food from open houses that lead to high blood pressure, diabetes and athsma.. hahaha

11. Sales and discounts..!!

12. A month of so many car accidents..

13. A month of jealousy and competition among neighbours..

Hahaha, I mean, come 'on.. Are you kidding me..??? Aidilfitri is suppose to be a month of family gatherings. Those who live far are going 'balik kampong' to see their love ones.. It's not about wasting money for useless things like buying new furniture while the old ones are still in a good condition or making 5 to 7 'baju raya' that cost $200 each..!!! Think~~

P/S: Mun kan minta maaf ani inda payah menunggu Raya.. TEEHEE~

Fasting month...

2008-09-09T09:31:00.000-07:00

It's fasting month now and actually I dunno what to talk about.. Hmm, well, I went to gerai Ramadhan just around my area the other day and it was like smoke everywhere [inda pedah mandi, nyahaha].. When I look at each gerai, almost all of it selling the same food, eheh.. Funny for my thought that I wonder what are they going to do with all of the remaining food that was not sold.. Rumour has it that some of them sell the food again the next day which is not good [I know 1 of them who does this. No wonder their food taste like hell]..

And yeaa, Brunei grand sale is on.. So many offers and discounts here and there but still the price is no difference.. It's still expensive.. But what the heck~ my people [if you know what I mean] is well known as a big spender especially this time around [Raya is coming kali ah...].. Loan here, loan there.. They love to blow their money off for nothing like buying new furnitures while the old one still can be used.. Women spending on 'bling-bling' which can be seen within 1km away and making at least 4 - 5 'baju raya' also with blings on it, it looks like a moving neon light, hahahaha... I wonder if they got any backache because of those heavy blings, haha... Such a waste of money, eyh... Then, at the end of the month, these people will go 'pokai'.. They never learn their lesson..

Thank GOD, Im not one of them.. TEEHEE...~~

About my music~

2008-08-03T05:43:00.000-07:00

I am one of an underground metal listener as well as a biggest fan. I listen to thrash metal, death metal, progressive metal, black metal and all sorts of metal genres that ever exist..Yet, It's not my way of life.. The reason why I'm into this genres are because:~

Love/slow songs freaks me out..
It's a stress-released music [for me]..
There are truth behinds all of the harsh lyrics.. I give you one example. This lyric is taken from a metal song and it says:

'....We are generation greed..'
'..Our desire is more but more will never be enough..' '
'...Our prosperity is based on exploiting you..'
'...Your poverty and weakness will ensure our wealth..'
[Try to reflect the lyrics to yourself and to the world today]

Most people [that includes some of my family members and friends] find underground music are very disturbing, explicit, disrespectful and polluting the young listeners mind. This is especially imply to those who are into black metal... Well, I truly agree that black metal is somehow against some religions because it sometimes involve cults, worshiping and rituals. Like every other listener, I do experienced all sorts of accusation and shit from a 'third-party conservatives, narrow-minded and orthodox' people about what I'm listening to that said metal listeners are bad people, they do drugs, they worship evil, even worse they said metal music can destroy our future [WTF].. BUT screw them, I don't give a damn about it.. I listen for the sake of interests and the music itself and I know my religion and I never attempt to thrash it away and yes, I still have my future...

So please, for those who think the same way like those losers do, screw you.. ~

Sharing~

2008-07-28T10:28:00.000-07:00

Sharing is caring.. I bet you guys are familiar with it.. Well, in my opinion, yes, it's true.. Sharing IS caring BUT not everything can be shared... and I must admit that sharing is sometimes can be annoying...

What do you guys think..?

I mish UBD so much :(

2008-07-26T10:51:00.000-07:00

There are so many experiences to share within those years in UBD... Even though I didn't mingled with all of my coursemate that much but I enjoyed almost every moment studying with them especially my lovely small crowds Han, Bazilah, Fen, Faye, Felix and Koh.. Sharing my thoughts and knowledges with them was all worth it.. I know, there were always disagreements and all that but in the end it always came to a conclusion and solved..

Anyway, within those years I'm in UBD, honestly, I never participate to any eca at all.. Let's just say I'm a slacker back then and still is, ehehehe... And I must admit that I miss doing assignments.. I LOVE doing all of my assignments in the last minute and I think I'm not the only one, eheh... Being stressed-out, working my ass all night just to finished it was all worth it...

My purpose in UBD were only to attend all the classes and finishing all the assignments that were given to all of us.. For short, every morning within those years, I attended my classes then after that I went home straight away.. If there were gaps between classes, I rather spend my time in the library and sleep.. Hahaha, I know, I misused UBD library.. But that was just it.. Some students were going too far but what the heck~ it still make me one of them... the misuser.. and rules are meant to be broken...

Talking about lecturers, I do have likes and dislikes [better not to mention it to prevent exposures and lost of dignity]... But though I'm so thankful to them because without them, I won't be going this far even though some of their class I ever attended was full of sarcasm and harsh-ness [for those who know who am I talking about, just give a cute smile :P] but yet I really miss her class so much.. hahahaha...

So, that are some bits and pieces when I was in UBD... For those who might be offended by it, my apology... Nobody's perfect even you...