Flushh~

Barf! Look at my face I'm all sucked up I think I'll sleep all day I get the spins when my eyes are shut I hate feeling this way Flush! All the puke I'm throwing up! in the toilet this sucks! not a part of growing up! only spoils something I'm not nothing I cant let myself decay how did I get into my bed? I dont remember anything How did I get this bump on my head? it could have come from anything. Flush! All the puke I'm throwing up! in the toilet this sucks! not apart of growing up! only spoils it Life is too boring same old story get drunk throw up sleep alll day i am something I'm not nothing I cant let myself decay tell me no gossip I dont wanna know Jimmy got caught smelling like beer by his mom and his dad He's grounded for a year Lisa got popped she got a DUI she cussed out the cops she's lucky she's alive Tell me no gossip I dont wanna know Pedro got jumped He's always starting fights evry time he gets drunk it happens all the time Reggie OD'd from slammin heroin He's not a dope fiend he was trying to fit in Take me away please oh know life blows Flush! All the puke I'm throwing up! in the toilet this sucks! not a part of growing up! only spoils it Flush! All the puke I'm throwing up! only spoils it Life is boring same old story get drunk throw up sleep all day I am something I'm not nothing I can't let myself decay come on, get up, let's change!

Try 2 read this....~

Hehehehe.... This reading exercise is to show how well do you read...!

Let's start:~~~~~>

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too.

Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe can.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.

The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at

Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a

wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be

in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed

it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey

lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas

tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

The Unforgettable Night...

13.10.2008, 11.30pm was a painful memory for my family.. We lost our most important person in my family.. Someone that we care and love so much... My beloved late grandfather...

May Allah bless his soul, Amin~

Aidilfitri

We're still celebrating Hari Raya right now.. And wanna know a secret..? I've only went raya-ing to 1 house with my family so far... Anyway, the reason why I am writing this blog is not because of how many houses I've went to or anything about my Aidilfitri celebration...

I wanna interpret the meaning of Hari Raya Aidilfitri to people to you.. Hahaha, stop reading if you don't get what I mean.. So, here we go:

The meaning of Hari Raya to people:

1. New clothes

2. New Shoes

3. New furnitures

4. New 'blings'..

5. New haircut/ hairstyles for the layydeeesssss, hahaha...

6. Wasting money..

7. Green packet..

8. A month of forgiving/ for apologizing ..

9. A month of open house invitations..

10. A month of too much gassy drinks and fatty food from open houses that lead to high blood pressure, diabetes and athsma.. hahaha

11. Sales and discounts..!!


12. A month of so many car accidents..


13. A month of jealousy and competition among neighbours..

Hahaha, I mean, come 'on.. Are you kidding me..??? Aidilfitri is suppose to be a month of family gatherings. Those who live far are going 'balik kampong' to see their love ones.. It's not about wasting money for useless things like buying new furniture while the old ones are still in a good condition or making 5 to 7 'baju raya' that cost $200 each..!!! Think~~

P/S: Mun kan minta maaf ani inda payah menunggu Raya.. TEEHEE~

Fasting month...

It's fasting month now and actually I dunno what to talk about.. Hmm, well, I went to gerai Ramadhan just around my area the other day and it was like smoke everywhere [inda pedah mandi, nyahaha].. When I look at each gerai, almost all of it selling the same food, eheh.. Funny for my thought that I wonder what are they going to do with all of the remaining food that was not sold.. Rumour has it that some of them sell the food again the next day which is not good [I know 1 of them who does this. No wonder their food taste like hell]..

And yeaa, Brunei grand sale is on.. So many offers and discounts here and there but still the price is no difference.. It's still expensive.. But what the heck~ my people [if you know what I mean] is well known as a big spender especially this time around [Raya is coming kali ah...].. Loan here, loan there.. They love to blow their money off for nothing like buying new furnitures while the old one still can be used.. Women spending on 'bling-bling' which can be seen within 1km away and making at least 4 - 5 'baju raya' also with blings on it, it looks like a moving neon light, hahahaha... I wonder if they got any backache because of those heavy blings, haha... Such a waste of money, eyh... Then, at the end of the month, these people will go 'pokai'.. They never learn their lesson..

Thank GOD, Im not one of them.. TEEHEE...~~

About my music~

I am one of an underground metal listener as well as a biggest fan. I listen to thrash metal, death metal, progressive metal, black metal and all sorts of metal genres that ever exist..Yet, It's not my way of life.. The reason why I'm into this genres are because:~

1. Love/slow songs freaks me out..
2. It's a stress-released music [for me]..
3. There are truth behinds all of the harsh lyrics.. I give you one example. This lyric is taken from a metal song and it says:

'....We are generation greed..'
'..Our desire is more but more will never be enough..' '
'...Our prosperity is based on exploiting you..'
'...Your poverty and weakness will ensure our wealth..'
[Try to reflect the lyrics to yourself and to the world today]

Most people [that includes some of my family members and friends] find underground music are very disturbing, explicit, disrespectful and polluting the young listeners mind. This is especially imply to those who are into black metal... Well, I truly agree that black metal is somehow against some religions because it sometimes involve cults, worshiping and rituals. Like every other listener, I do experienced all sorts of accusation and shit from a 'third-party conservatives, narrow-minded and orthodox' people about what I'm listening to that said metal listeners are bad people, they do drugs, they worship evil, even worse they said metal music can destroy our future [WTF].. BUT screw them, I don't give a damn about it.. I listen for the sake of interests and the music itself and I know my religion and I never attempt to thrash it away and yes, I still have my future...

So please, for those who think the same way like those losers do, screw you.. ~

Sharing~

Sharing is caring.. I bet you guys are familiar with it.. Well, in my opinion, yes, it's true.. Sharing IS caring BUT not everything can be shared... and I must admit that sharing is sometimes can be annoying...

What do you guys think..?

I mish UBD so much :(

There are so many experiences to share within those years in UBD... Even though I didn't mingled with all of my coursemate that much but I enjoyed almost every moment studying with them especially my lovely small crowds Han, Bazilah, Fen, Faye, Felix and Koh.. Sharing my thoughts and knowledges with them was all worth it.. I know, there were always disagreements and all that but in the end it always came to a conclusion and solved..

Anyway, within those years I'm in UBD, honestly, I never participate to any eca at all.. Let's just say I'm a slacker back then and still is, ehehehe... And I must admit that I miss doing assignments.. I LOVE doing all of my assignments in the last minute and I think I'm not the only one, eheh... Being stressed-out, working my ass all night just to finished it was all worth it...

My purpose in UBD were only to attend all the classes and finishing all the assignments that were given to all of us.. For short, every morning within those years, I attended my classes then after that I went home straight away.. If there were gaps between classes, I rather spend my time in the library and sleep.. Hahaha, I know, I misused UBD library.. But that was just it.. Some students were going too far but what the heck~ it still make me one of them... the misuser.. and rules are meant to be broken...

Talking about lecturers, I do have likes and dislikes [better not to mention it to prevent exposures and lost of dignity]... But though I'm so thankful to them because without them, I won't be going this far even though some of their class I ever attended was full of sarcasm and harsh-ness [for those who know who am I talking about, just give a cute smile :P] but yet I really miss her class so much.. hahahaha...

So, that are some bits and pieces when I was in UBD... For those who might be offended by it, my apology... Nobody's perfect even you...